you know how it is when, one second you're oh so very happy and you feel that absolutely NOTHING can ruin your good vibe and suddenly, here comes an unexpected SOMETHING that drags down your entire aura?
i never thought i'd see this day. i didn't know i'd react this way.
it's funny, i never really valued you that much, but now that you're out of my grasp, i miss you so much. i never realized how much you REALLY meant to me. or how much what could have been meant to me.
you gave me many of my firsts and i'm glad it was you whom i shared those with.
now, oh my God.
i can't believe it. i don't even know what i'm supposed to feel. what i'm supposed to say.
you sent my heart soaring once. took me up and showed me things beyond compare.
love, care to do it again? i swear, i'll try harder this time.
