random thoughts that are, in essence, entwined with one another:
- after saying that you'd fight for me, in the end, it's you that made me cry.
- i realized something about myself and i don't like it.
- how could you do that? didn't you know that i'd fall?
- i hate you and i love you.
- i don't know what to think anymore. what is it, really?
c h r i s t i n e | 5:42 PM
omy.. i am truly in LOVE with this lovely movie!!
i don't care what those damn critics think. in my book, it totally rocks my socks! yea yea yea, i guess it was a tad bit too long but who cares? every second of it was pure brilliance. peter jackson did it again! oh, the man is a GENIUS....
ALL HAIL!! ;D
i was on the very edge of my seat watching the "king kong vs. t-rex" scenes and i was being oh so mushy in mr. brody and ms. watts' intense scenes of l'amour including this particularly intimate one... (curse you Naomi Watts!!!!!!!!!!!)

i'm totally crushing!! adrien brody is so hot to me! i don't know why... haha! raaaarr... i know, i know. i'm sooooo weird. haha! i can't stop crushing man!!
i've already seen this movie twice but i want to watch it again!! maybe i'll buy the dvd. or maybe someone will be lovely enough to lend it to me(?) any takers? :-)
ADRIEN!! haha!
c h r i s t i n e | 7:23 PM
this summer is gonna be fun... i can sooooooo feel it!! im doing so many things actually... trumpets, volleyball, belly dancing and ballroom dancing!! thats definetely enough to keep any girl busy!! haha. but you know, its so sad that im not gonna do any of these things with my school mates... well, i guess i could just make new friends!! that's always fun!! yipee!! haha. its also irritating that i wasn't able to get the schedule for trumpets with teacher melanie... cause i already know her and she knows what i can do so i can get nicer parts for the play... damn. that really sucks... i REALLY want to make the most of trumpets so that next year i can join the summer stock and eventually join the company... hahaha!! i SOOOO wish!! i really really really want to!! oh well, just try my best i guess...
aside from learning stuff, i gues we're gonna be travelling a bit... i really dont want to actually, but i guess it can't be avoided... damn. like i said, i just wanna concentrate on learning... i don't wanna get fat by staying with my dad... he feeds me loads of food!! being tempted is, im afraid, inevitable... damn. haha. of course i can't complain because the food is just delicious... hahaha. im really really really gonna try to stay slim this summer... no more pizzas for me!! hahaha. PLEASE GOD HELP ME!!! hahaha.
c h r i s t i n e | 8:26 PM
one day down... well, it wasn't as hard as i thought, the exams i mean. haha. science was really really really easy but the vocabulary in english was so frickin... RAAR!! why do they have to make it like that!? i already know the damn answer but i have to worry about finding it in the word puzzle.. in the words of Celine - super na-duling ako doon!! hahaha.. well.. i guess that really isn't so bad since we're gonna be given plus 6 on account of our speech choir.. hahaha!! overall, im glad that i made it through the first day ALIVE!! (ang drama ba? haha)
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outback jack is so frickin cute!! HOT!! HOT!! HOT!! raAr!! haha... o, and speaking of hot.. i saw Ewan McGregor in the tonight show with Jay Leno last last night.. he was soooooooooooooooooo cute... and he had such a cool outfit!! that black leather jacket rocked!!! raAr!! gimme summa that!! hahaha... this is a cool pic of the said hottie.. watever. hahaha. so i have a crush. bite me.

c h r i s t i n e | 3:32 PM
DUDE!! i can't believe that in 3 days, i will be taking my last exams as a high school freshman!!
But more importantly, in a total of FIVE days I WILL BE FRICKIN FREE!! FREE FROM WORK!! FREE FROM MEAN OL' TEACHERS!! FREE FROM SLEEPLESS NIGHTS!! AND FREE FROM... well.. SCHOOL!! CAN YOU FEEL IT!? yea!!
*breaks into song*
summer is here!! summer is here!! tralalalalalalala!! summer!! ohohoh!! summer!! SUMMER IS HERE!!
*bow* hahaha
i can't wait!! my barkada will go on a roadtrip this summer!! BORA!! BORA!! HERE WE COME!! hahaha.. well, at least i hope so... if it dosen't work out, we'll just get a couple of hotel rooms.. haha!! it'll still be fun right? YEAH!! as long as we're all together!! lets partaaaay!! YEAH!! hahaha!!
c h r i s t i n e | 9:04 PM
haaay.. this day sucks big time!! (Sunday, March 6) i know i'm so super babaw.. hahaha.. but this was the only thing i was looking forward to for today.. i really really really wanted to see him because i'm not gonna see him next week (its inevitable)... now i lost my inspiration for the next few weeks... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i can't take it... haaaay.. that's life i guess.. it must go on..
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have you noticed that i haven't posted much in the past few days? well,, you know how it is.. busy busy as a bee.. haha.. though today sucks.. yesterday was a blast!! i had UBER fun!! hahaha.. first i went to valle to do our MOCK trial thingy.. i was there at 9am but the rest came at around 10am-11am.. (thnx guys.. haha) it was okay i guess.. but i don't think we're gonna do as well as i hoped. after that,, we went to galle (me, kassy, and celine) we went shopping for around 3 hrs.. (i wanted to buy this tube dress, but i didn't have enough cash.. haay) then we met up with everyone else and headed for crissa's place.. GOSH!! we were so vain!! haha!! its great being a girl!! everyone was so pretty and SEXY!! hahaha.. we even wore make-up.. hahaha.. so.. after that.. we went to eastwood.. had pictures taken.. really cool.. but complicated!! haha.. don't ask me why.. mia's party was soooooooo FUN!! as in SUPER!! hahaha.. kimmy fell though!! i love you kimmy!! awww.. mushy.. hahaha.. i think she really got hurt. so anyway.. we played lots of party games and it was so COOL!! i miss being a kid too lia!! haha.. after the party.. we went to the arcade and played!! haha.. I BEAT YOU KARLA AND JULIENNE!! BEAT THAT!! hahaha.. (first time?) i got a cuppa to keep me going.. haha (now, i'm so frickin broke.. damn.)
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so.. thats pretty much it.. i still wanna see him.. i dunno how i'm gonna stay happy for this week.. hahaha.. nah.. i got my friends and my barkada!! i LOVE you guys so much!! i really do!! i don't know what i'd do without you guys.. i LOVE you i LOVE you i LOVE you.. hahaha
c h r i s t i n e | 11:22 AM
damn.. today is so frickin slow... ahhhhh!!!! ang boring... actually.. i'm starting to get pissed by this one person.. but i don't understand why i'm getting irritated!! it's one of those things that you just can't explain you know? and if i told anyone, and i mean ANYONE about this feeling.. they'd get mad at ME!! don't ask why.. hahaha
so, i am again at the multimedia center.. sneaking of some food.. haha.. (its not allowed in here) and lia is again beside me fixing someone's blog.. haha.. (DO MINE!! joke!!) and she wont tell me where she got her blog skin!! hahaha.. WATEVER!!
i miss him.. no.. i miss what it felt like.. you know what i mean? the feeling that came with having someone... i can't explain it!! i just don't know anymore.. but i know that.. haaay.. i don't wanna get mushy.. i'll just stop right here if that's alright.. hahaha.
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i'm, trying to figure out how to do photoshop.. call me stupid, i dont care.. I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE IT!! hahaha.. teach me how? watever. (sungit ba?)
thats it for now i guess.. later
c h r i s t i n e | 12:20 PM
no.. that question mark was not a typo..
i guess in a way i can feel that this month is a BIT better than last month..but.. the evil spirit of febuary still had a bit more to give...
did you know that we had korean visitors here in school? Did you know that we were the "guides"? haha.. anyway.. sister agana said that we were being "TOO CLOSE" to them and that we were being "agressive".. uhmm.. i didnt think so and neither did anyone else.. not even the Koreans themselves... but sister.. being the way that she is.. had to create an issue.. SHE ACCUSED US OF BEING SLUTS!! does that sound like a NUN to you!? i didnt think so... for your information, im not a slut and neither are the other girls who were "guides"
*note* we were all reprimanded, not just me.
anyway.. there.. and you know what my PERSONAL punishment is? the one that she is assigning ONLY TO ME?? i am not allowed to join plays and stuff anymore!! does that sound fair to you? i mean, whats the connection of that to the KOREANS!? you know.. because of her, i regreted ever being chosen to become their "guides".. because of her.. i am now mad at someone who dosen't deserve to be hated.. this isnt right..
she breaks hearts, dreams, friendships.. WHAT ELSE DO YOU BLODDY WANT!?!? damn...
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okay.. now to the BRIGHTER side of the day..(if there is one..) ITS MAMA MIA'S BIRTHDAY!!! i LOVE you mama!! hahaha.. and im still so ver happy because of feb 27.. (for more info.. read previous entries..) haaay.. i am so lucky talaga.. life is sooooooooooo good because of that.. the thought itself is the only thing keeping me going right now... i LOVE this!! hahaha
*no hints here*
c h r i s t i n e | 11:35 AM